I Need Somebody 2 Help Me..But Nobody Cares..Nobody Even Cares 2 Try..
Friday, April 11, 2008 @ 4/11/2008 07:33:00 PM
Im sorry guys but i cant chat wif u 2day..u might wanna noe why..so read on..if u even care 2 read..y is my life so horrible?..do u noe wen its one of the days wen u make one minor mistake and the rest of ur day is planned 2 be a horrible one?..well tat day is 2day..i thought 2day was gonna be a very proud moment 4 every NCDCC cadet..but it seems i dun really feel tat way 2day..i dunno why..but i dun really feel like im having the NCDCC sprit in me 2day..yes, i noe i must feel proud but its just not in me..it started out wif the NCDCC Day parade..it was totally out of track..wat we practised all tis while was not done 2day..u wanna noe why?..cuz, first, the rain..it started getting gloomy and the lightning thingy, tat was juz installed, ruins everything..we had 2 do everthing fast so tat we could get out of the rain faster..so, the NCDCC Day message was not said..and all the commands were given at the wrong time..and all of us wer confused..its nobody's fault it rained 2day..n wats worst..it didnt not rain tat much..and tats wer it all started..and of course at literarure lesson..nid to do a 1 page no leaving a line reflection on foolscape on why i did not bring my dictionary..and oso to go detention..how bad was tat?..juz cuz of dictionary..u hv 2 go detention..but lucky teacher change her mind and told us 2 copy a composition 10 times instead of goin DC..then..i talk wif my frend oso nid 2 write a 1 page no leaving a line reflection on why i talked wif my frend..which is sooo damn stupid..tat's it!..i had enough of tis..i gave up trying 2 pleased sec sch teachers already..they juz dunno how hard it is to get used to being a sec sch student nowadays..not juz cuz of hw..but making and getting along wif frends is hard enough..and the problems wif teachers makes it all worst..its lucky i can keep my grades up..if not tat will b another problem 4 me..but wif these problems..i dun ting i can keep holding on..soon..my grades will go down..and worst..i will hv 2 go NA stream..then i dunno wat to do..maybe i'll juz slack in sch..training is ok..except for some hu didnt wear the uniform properly..and pumpings was wat we did..i dun get it..wen will the day wen we dun get 2 do pumpings or any kind of punishments come?..hey..i juz remembered..wen we wer goin 2 go hm..few of the NCC cadets scolded bad words to NCDCC although we didnt say anything 2 them..i didnt hear wat they say but..it seems tat they really wer rude..and boy was i shocked wen *Mr Chong shouted really loudly wen some of us told him..the 2 sec 1 NCC cadets wer scolded in front of us and they wer being shouted at their face..i was really scared tat time..i was really thankfull i was not in their place..the teachers shouted right in front of their faces and 1 of them had the guts 2 drink..god..all the CCAs tat wer goin on stopped abruptly wen they heard Mr Chong shouted and went 2 see wat was goin on..all the higher ranking NCC cadets and teachers-in-charge went 2 see wat was goin on wen they saw their sec 1 cadets being scolded..i nvr saw Mr Chong tat way b4..it was juz so scary..even my fiercest pri sch teacher couldnt beat tat..Mr Chong would talk 2 us really nicely and his voice is really soft..i noe he was last time from UG..but i nvr expected him to be like tat..wow..i admit..i was really scared..man..im not sure wat happen 2 them after tat cuz mum came 2 fetched us ..but im sure they didnt have a gd time..tat incident really made NCC's name go down..it was such a shame we hv ppl in tis world..my advise(or is it advice?)..respect other ppl if u want other ppl 2 respect u..and if u dun wan 2 respect other ppl then u r not fit 2 be respected.. *He is the teacher in charge of sec 1 NCDCC cadets (i tink).. im really sorry guys..especially 2 Nadia and Filiah hu tried 2 chat wif me..and figure out wat was wrong..but i really hv no mood..again..im very sorry..
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