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Sunday, March 29, 2009 @ 3/29/2009 05:58:00 PM
HELLO SWEETIES! :)

CAMPFIRE CAMP WAS AWESOME!
ok i want start from the very beginning.
DAY 1
wahh, wake up so early (6.15am)
then huzaifah keep calling me
to ask like wad stuff i bringing
he arh, nvr check the kit list meh?

aniwaes, went out of house at 6.45am
mum sent me to CP then met ma'am on the way
waited for other ppl then go ride MRT
i was like talking wif Istiana
and telling her tat i dont wan go this camp (i was STUPID then)
and Ist was like 'i oso dun wan u to go. i dun hv fren at the parade.'
yeah. thr was a NCDCC Day training yesterday
but cuz of the camp i cant go
i was like SUPERR emo all the way through the ride

then ride 172 until HTA wer Huz and i got off
we were like dunno wer to go and scared to go in
then got one CLT (later know as Billy Sir)
helped us find our way to a room wer everybody is suppose to assemble
we were like so early, i remember thr was a girl and boy(later known as Danial)
then i was listening to 'Your Guardian Angel' by RJA
GOSH. i love this song.

aniwaes, then Huz was like wanting to play games
and i was SUPERR bored (again, i was STUPID then)
then we were asked to sit in a straight line
and Huz and i was like talking2 CRAP.
then other ppl came, i was beginning to regret going thr (i was STUPID then)
i was like, if i go to the parade, then at least i could see HIM.
(or what Suhairi says, STALK)

so yeah i was literally thinkng bout him
BUT THEN! something happened.
something tat made me SUPERR DUPERR happy
something tat made me realised tat i could hv fun int his camp.
YOU KNOW WHAT?
huz was on my left so my head was facing him
then i turned around, i dunno why
but rite in front of my me was...
WAS...
the ever-so-CUTE HIM!!!

i was like smiling so wide.
then i turn towards huz and shake him so hard to turn around
he didnt notice cuz he was like ' wat larh?! im talking rite?'
then i pointed towards my back and whispered ' HE is here!'
then he was like ' wh..? baik arh!'
my heart was like jumping so hard! :)

ok then rite, we took attendance and knew our groups
HE was group 1 while huz and i was in group 2
its according to alphabatical order (school's name)
so we were quite close
huz was like trying to get HIS attention
and i was trying to stop huz doing tat
yeah, ppl around us tot we were crazy

thr was this boy and girl (later known as faizul and asyiqa)
i would go everywer wif them. except with faizul in the toilet
LOL ok then i changed my pants to shorts with asyiqa
do you know tat she and faizul are in the ncdcc parade too?
OMG, its so gonna be fun wen we meet again

aniwaes, after tat, we get camp t-shirts!
yellow, baby!
will take pic wen i hv time
then we took bus to jalan bahtera camp(?)

yeah, tats the place wer i had fun.
i sat wif huz cuz i had nobody else to sit wif
then we reached the place
then had a long lecture

then our whole group was teaching
each other songs and cheers for like 20mins+
then we ate lunch. and more lecture
it was quite boring for the first part of day 1

after lunch, we planned for our campfire
and practise songs and cheers we're gonna do
LOL, i was an usher and asst song leader
then had dinner, my group had canteen duty
LOL, serve veggies. you want eat?
Faizul was beside me serving fish
Haha. you know what?
got one time Faizul accidentally slip the fish
and it fell in tot he veggies tray
it look so disgusting
LOL.

then after tat, we had our campfire
yeah, long story short.
4 conseutive campfires in one night
how tired you think i felt?
SUPERR DAMN TIRED.

then we bathe and went to sleep
i was lucky i went to sleep
the mosquitos were SUPERR annoying
bite me like crazy, i was scratching like crazy
yeah, and THAT cat.
SHEESH, don't these animals sleep?



@ 3/29/2009 05:48:00 PM
HELLO SWEETIES! :)

OMG. i juz came back from camp.
and i seriously NEED to talk to somebody bout it.
alarh girls wat? everything also hv to tell.
so i asked isitiana, but she cant cuz prepaid low
and no other ppl were on9
so i decided to blog.

its been a long time since i blog.
so now i wan tell my exams reasults
yeah the one i told you is juz the paper
this one is the overall mark

Eng - 73.3 A2
Maths - 51 C6
Sci - 65 B3
Lit - 69.9 A2
Geo - 76 A1
Hist - 79.2 A1
Art - 86 A1
Home Ec - 86.5 A1
Higher Malay - 58.6 C5

GOSH. i know. its bad rite?
my maths and malay is like ...
then u see lit, its like 0.1 more mark than i can get A2
GOD. the teacher is like so bad
but lucky i nvr get PTM
if not, i cannot go CAMPFIRE LEADER CAMP!
and tat is what's the next post going to be about



Thursday, March 12, 2009 @ 3/12/2009 10:57:00 PM

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HELLO SWEETIES! :)

PJY did not come sch today
she went for an operation
i hope she will be ok
latest pic taken with her.
she so cute :)



Wednesday, March 11, 2009 @ 3/11/2009 08:25:00 PM
HELLO SWEETIES! :)

today so FUN!
went to SSC after school
the boys SUPERR funny seyy
but tat part is ltr2

maths was SUPERR boring, as usual.
english was SUPERR fun, as usual
and the rest, well, as usual

LOL. got all my marks for CT oredi
SUPERR DAMN dissapointed seyy

English 31/40 :D
Maths 29/50 ;(
Physics 13/20 :(
Chem 11/20 ;(
History 32/45 :)
Malay 46/64 :D
Literature 17/25 :(
Geography 35/50 :)

WOOHOO!
my maths SUCK big time
wahh, very sadd seyy, im getting C5s and C6s
and this one hvnt yet counted the class tests
maybe i will fail some
no more 2nd in level for me.
first time beat nisa in malay!
first in class BABY!
ok shuddup nisa, no nid for extras here.

then after school went to SSC
the CO ppl cannot go seyy
bcuz SYF is coming and they hv training today
then their CO teacher dun let them go
sadd rite?
i hope you guys are ok.

niwaes they are alot of science projects there
BORINGGGG!
but thr was one sicence project
shermain and i really LOVE
Ambi.
its a robot/teddy bear tat can
communicate and teach little kids
Ambi has a basket tat can identify objects
wen it identifies the object,
it will describe the object like
"The apple is green."
if the object is a green apple

it can also diffrenciate between a pat and a hit
the student demonstrated to us
when she pat the bear' head it went
"Haha, I like you."
wen she hits, it went
"Ouch, it hurts!"
then when she pat the bear's tummy, it went
"Haha, it tickles!"

HOW SUPERR CUTE IS TAT?
not only tat, the bear can hear you
and identify where is your voice coming from
then the head will turn towards you
to show tat it is listening to you

then the bear can also play shopping with you
wen the bear is the seller, it will ask you for an object
if you get the correct object
the bear will allow you to take the object
the bear will also be the buyer
it will ask you to take an object and identify it
if you are correct, then the bear will reward you with a song

SUPERR NICE RITE?
after tat we go back home



Tuesday, March 10, 2009 @ 3/10/2009 08:58:00 PM
HELLO SWEETIES! :)

how's life nowadays?
awesome?
good for you.

got back some of my CT papers
not going to tell you untill i get back all my papers
so the keyword here is PATIENCE.
yeah, like as if you wanna know what i get.

i am SUPERR excited bout this saturday!
thrs GOOD news and BAD news
the BAD news is, khalida cant go to training
cuz of gamelan SYF
the GOOD news is tat Hamizan will take
kahlida's place and go for the training!
tat means...

ok no nid to know.
anihoos, this friday is SPORTS DAY!
ok not competing
but its not wrong being excited.
and thrs no NCDCC on friday!
WOOHOO!

wahh, so fast next week holidays oredi
Mr R is nvr shy in giving hw
you juz gotta LOVE him! :P

today post so short
got nothing much to say aniwaes

"A true friend
you're here till the end
You pull me aside when somethin' aint right
Talk with me now and into the night
Till it's alright again
True friends will go to the end of the earth
Till they find the things you need
Friends hang on to the ups and the downs cuz they got someone to believe in"



Saturday, March 07, 2009 @ 3/07/2009 07:02:00 PM
HELLO SWEETIES! :)

SUPERR lots of things to talk about
i'll start with this week ncdcc training

to start off, everybody who came on tat day
passed the campcraft test!
WOOHOO! :)
i want to thank my boss, my producer, my mummy,
my daddy, my brothers..
ok dh, SOFIA, stop it

then after tat heard tat we're suppose to go
for Mr Jay Lim training.
but bcuz Mr Su LOVES us alot,
we no nid go!
WE LOVE YOU MR SU!
or at least i do.

haha. we play soccer until go home.
SUPERR fun seyy.
Mr Su, you rock playing soccer!
those who went Bintan
will sure be jealous
espescially ZAIDIAH.
*kan, kan zai, kan*

LOL. ok then today
a whole bunch of us went HTA
lets name them:
sec 3s - salehan, daniel, winston, phoebe, big bro
sec 2s! - me!, nadd, insyirah, istiana, amos, alloysius, kia seng
SUPERR FUN RIGHT?
shuddup alloysius. nvr ask you.
haha.

mr clement lee took us from school by bus
salehan was like singing this malay song all of the sudden
HE IS JUST SUPERR RANDOM!
istiana was like SUPERR scared that the instructors thr
will be SUPERR fierce and strict.
shockingly, the fear was contagious
if the sch CLTs were alredy tat fierce,
imagine how would the HTA ppl be.

but seriously, our thinkning was SUPERR off!
or at least for the girls GOH contigent.
both of our ma'ams were SUPERR nice and encouraging
i dunno thier names, but i can regconise their faces.
i hope we dont change instructors next training

ok, wen we reached thr
mr clement lee sign somthing then got a V chop on our hands
LOL. V for vampires~!
then we hv to march all the way to the shlehtered area
wer everybody gathered
one of the first few to arrive
thn waited for the rest of the schools to come
nah, didnt see any sign of HIM during his part

then we went to the parade square to fall in
boys and girls were saperated
why? im not sure either.
but it was SUPERR nice cuz of the instructors
ouh yeah, my-ever-so-loving hairi was thr!
LOL. he was with the GOH boys contigent
i heard screaming and shouting from a certain sumone
are you ok? i hope you are.
*still hvnt see HIM yet.*

i got to know tat some of the schools came
last week and had extra training
dunno why evgss no nid
i oso got to know tat thr are 6 supporting contigents
behind the GOH contigent.
and tat thr are also ppl who are not marching but performing
and also GOH contigent will be wearing NO.1!
ok LOL, im SUPERR excited right now

anihoos, after tat they ask us to sit at the benches
with our schools and this is the part wer i saw HIM.
HE WAS STILL AS CUTE AS EVER!
ok actually i didnt see him, it was nadd who spotted him
i TOTALLY freaked out!
he saw me but i dun think he regconised
alarh, biase larh, Sofia kan.
sentiase dilupakan.

so yeah, after that part i keep on searching for him everywer i go
ok LOL. no nid for tat part.
aniwaes, continue-ing frop the benches.
HE was at the first row of benches
and i was at the 2nd row
daniel was on my left, salehan on his left and big bro on salehan's left
and HE was in front of big bro.
*psst, big bro doesn't know anything*

i mean how would he?
thr was this time wer i ask his opinion
abuot which david is more cuter,
david cook or david archuleta?
you know what he said?
" dont ask me anything about this because
i cannot differenciate between the two of them.
If i could, tat means i am GAY."
LOL.

anywaes, phoebe knows whats happening
but i dun think she knows which one im refering bout
LOL, phoebe.
thrs one time istiana said in malay
" pity phoebe, she got no friend. zahira nvr come."
the i was like in
"wers phoebe?" i malay
the phoebe suddenly beside me said
"huh?"
then we all laughed. phoebe is juz SUPERR cute!

ok i keep interupting the story with random stuffs seyy
aniwaes continu-ing, after awhile of sitting
then called the GOH contigent to fall in at the side
and i was eyeing HIM, hoping tat he was one of the GOH boys contingent
but sadly, he didnt stand up. too bad too sad.

then waited untill sumbody to command to march in
saw tat the supporting contigent had already fall in at their respective places
LOL. like so proud seyy marching in front of the supporting contingent
they were lke lookng at us until so engrossed
haha. stop it larh Sofia

then did some drills with the ma'am
then had a big break. LOL. free food.
but no matter how free the food is, i would still not like the food
the white noodles was SUPERR tasteless
and the sambal fishball was like SUPERR spicy
it made me want to vomit, and most of u know tat
im not picky about food wen im SUPERR HUNGRY
but this was SUPERR extreme, so yeah

yeah, then did more drills
got many ppl report sick seyy
i blame the food.
then thr was this part wer the instructors
had to sit at the benches and watch our marching
from the bird's eye view

LOL. the guy giving us the command was soo ...
dunno wad to say.
then he say to watch our footdrill
and spot out our mistakes
when the commands finish, all the instructors went back
to their respective contingents
and tell their mistakes.

i was like, so tired and seriously didnt want to listen
cuz confirm got ppl do mistakes
(including me even if i dun realize it)
but shockingly, our ma'ams said tat we did excellent!
and tat one of the sir LOVES us
cuz we so pro at footdrill
then we had to thank him.
LOL funny. so embarased to say thank you.
our voice so soft, had to repeat 3 times.

yeah then, it was time to go home
keluar baris, fall in with school
took shirt and pants size
and then went home by bus with mr clement lee
felt so tired until sleep even with salehan's bad singing
NO OFFENCE!

wahh, SUPERR long post.
klarh hv to go bb.



Thursday, March 05, 2009 @ 3/05/2009 05:21:00 PM
HELLO SWEETIES! :)

today is like SUPERR bad seyy
and it all started during, guess when?
MATHS! its the source of all evil.
juz got back my CT maths paper
and lets juz say somebody WAY over thr is nt happy
he thinks he's not the only one whoose not happy
well guess wat Mr Goody-Two-Shoes?
YOU'RE SO WRONG.

and wats with her?
changing people's places.
my feng shui is just nice over here
and she puts me WAY over thr.
and why do you keep listening to him?
SHEESH.

why dont you juz change me for maths?
how can you be sure tat place
does not affect me for the other subjects?
HOW SUPERR DUPERR SURE ARE YOU?

i know im SO not clever like some people WAY over thr.
but seriously, i need time to get used to things
and now u change my place juz wen i was used to it
now i hv to start all over again of getting used to it.
and you think this will help me.
RIIIIIGHT.

do you really think i wanted to go this class?
a class wer everybody is expected to be
SUPERR DUPERR PERFECT?
wer you cant even do one single mistake?
wer u cant live like every 14 yr old kid out thr?
wer everybody thinks of us as STUPID nerds
who do nothing but study all day?
yeah, tat class sound SUPERR 'wonderful'.

you know what?
compared to my class, a NT class sounds better.
maybe i should juz fail my exams and drop down to NT
sounds like a SUPERR brilliant idea? YES.
will i do it? NO.
why? because,
its juz a waste after all these years of hard work
yes, its true tat a NT class sounds better than express
but its juz not worth it.

now you know why.
and seriously, you cannot tell him anything
NEVER EVER TELL HIM ANYTHING
he can nvr keep a secret.
made the mistake once
vow nvr to make it again.
and bcuz of tat im going to miss soo many ppl


Qing Yang, my sayang!
Nisa, bestie-ku!
Jing Ying, my cheer-me-up buddy!
Charline, my forever-by-my-side friend!

Nicholas, kau tk payah sudah!

i hope they're happy
YOU GUYS HAPPY NOW?!
i know you are.
SUPERR DUPERR HAPPY.
you juz LOVE seeing us being sad.
well, guess what?
you're gonna SO regret it.
SO. REGRET. IT.
REGRET.

jz you wait.
juz. you. wait.
my turn will come.
juz. you. wait.

i was like one of the few ppl to change first
guess who i changed with?
Yusuf.
and nisa told me tat Qing Yang
was SUPERR sad and looked SUPERR bored wen i left
Qing Yang, my sayang, fyi,
i nvr meant to leave you.
i had no other choice
I AM SO GONNA MISS YOU SO MUCH!
and Nisa too!

i hope you do well at your place
and the ppl around you are good2 ppl
btw, congratz for the 37!
u are one very smart girl! :)

well, it has been finalised
no use crying over spilled milk
thrs nothing i can do to change it
except say this:

" This is so FUCKINGLY FUCKING STUPID.
I really FUCKING HOPE you guys are FUCKING happy.
Thank you FUCKING much for making my FUCKING day FUCKING wonderful. "



Wednesday, March 04, 2009 @ 3/04/2009 03:11:00 PM
HELLO SWEETIES! :)

its been so long since the last time i blog
miss you guys so much.
so how was the common test ppl?
gosh, i still hv literature on monday
most schools hv oredi finish thier common test seyy
evg is like SUPERR slow.

anihoos, i had eng and hist on mon
MT and maths on tues
sci and geo today
LOLs!~
you know wat? i forgot to bring calculator on tues
YES! and it was maths!

im like SUPERR dead seyy
i forgot to bring bcuz i change my bag
my red bag was SUPERR wet cuz of monday's rain
then i changed to my black bag
but forgot to put my calculator.

so whoose fault? mine.
why? cuz of my STUPIDIPITY.
so yeah, english, MT and hist was ok
im SUPERR scared bout maths, sci and geo.
GOSH, i really hope i can pass.

Sofia's Word of the Day
Stupidipity
Defination: the action of being stupid
Sentence: I forgot to bring my calculator although
I have a Mathematics test becase of my stupidipity.
Founded: The Farahin Dictionary


haha. today at maths nisa and me joined tables
gosh, we know we're gonna fail
Mr. T still wan to tell us the ans to the diff ques
make us feel more miserable.
OMG! cannot say, later he tell mrs eng.
then everybody will get another lecture.
Tattle-tale. keep breaking the 'No telling' rule.

so yeah, we were like singin 'When you look me in the eyes'
while doing random stuffs.
i was like highlighting my whole stapler
then my hands started to be yellow-ish cuz of the highlighter
the nisa was like playing with the stapler bullets
then she started to scratch farahin's and my arm
farahin was like ' Ow, pain larh!'
and i was like '.....'

you know wen you scratch urself a bit too hard
thr will be a red mark that 'pops-out' and make ur skin feel uneven right?
try it on ur arm. u understand what i mean.
if u bleed, then you scratched too hard
so yeah, my arm started to become like tat
it was like so red and 'popping-out'

then after maths, got a few ppl 'hanging-out' at the classroom
then nisa had to do the lit thingy with her group
so i 'hanged-out' for awhile
i was like showing everyone thr my 'injured' arm
and going 'i got bullied.'
everyone was like ' OMG! wad happen? who did this?'
then i will point at Nisa,
then she will like ' No, its her skin larh! she not thick skin!'

of course larh, Sofia is always not thick-skinned
i always listen to ppl and NVR BEAT them.
dengar tu nisa.
LOLs!~
wah. nisa group so long.
u noe wat i do at class while waiting?
sweep while singing 'when you look me in the eyes'
aint i awesome?
yeah, then shi yong statred to whistle the song
its like SUPERR nice seyy

i entertain the ppl while cleaning the classroom
i very good rite? i know.
the song title so long seyy
'when you look me in the eyes'
i know. wylmite.

Sofia's Word of the Day
wylmite
Defination: a shortform of one of the Jonas Brothers's
song - When You Look Me In The Eyes
Sentence: I sang wylmite while Shi Yong whistles along.
Founded: The SofiaRainbow!'s Dicitonary

haha. wow.
its starting to drizzle oredi
ehk, a helicopter juz flew by.
ok, RANDOM.
but really, i saw it in the sky while i was watching the rain
ok larh, MIBAL

Sofia's Word of the Day
mibal
Defination: shortform - maybe i'll blog again later
Sentence: It is stating to rain, mibal.
Founded: The SofiaRainbow!'s Dictionary

LOL.