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Tuesday, January 12, 2010 @ 1/12/2010 07:56:00 PM

Somewhere over the Rainbow.
Blue burds fly. Where wishes are made over shooting stars. And dreams come true.
I know, this are not the lyrics. But what the heck,
I wish to go somewhere over the Rainbow. Doesn't anybody?

Okay, today woke up at 7am. I hour later than usual cause Mummy's not working.
Got out of the house at 7.30pm, though the prefect's meeting was at 7.45am.
I know, I'm such a risk-taker. But when I got there, the prefects haven't even arrived at the meeting place.
So yeah, I'm good. The Sec 2 prefect were not there cause they got Dairy Farm camp.
): miss that place. Though I'm not really fond with night trail. I'm not fond of anything related to scary stuffs.
So, there were only thr Sec 3s and Sec 4s.
Started of with the nomination for who is going to the Mayflower Sec or Hwa Chong Inst. investiture.
Congratz to Hong Chye, who I think really deserves it.
And of course, Radhi. :))

Okay, then came the part where I don't know what to feel. Sad? Happy? You decide.
The commitee heads took turns to tell their committee how proud they were and stuffs.
The came NE comm's turn. Then, Sabrina & Kexin told what she was proud of each of us.
And yes, I love you guys ever so much. And I started crying.
I was happy that they recognise that I put my best effort and took part in a lot of NE activities.
Even if that means sacrificing my time.  Kexin also said that she read my 6 Jan's post.
Scroll down the tagboard, Kexin tagged me.
And yeah, crap. Now everybody's gonna read my blog.
Then the worst part came.
Shahir also added in what he taught of NE comm. He said NE was really busy this year.
And yes, I think NE comm is really the busiest this year of all the other comms.
With the Kampung Olympics, NE Amazing Race and all.
Then, he told what he saw in me.
Let's just say, I started crying again.

" I've realised even if you think you're alone and you got nobody to turn to, there'll always be somebody in the background looking after you.  These are the people you least thought would care for you. They want the best for you and would never let you down. And when you fall, they'll be there to catch you. Although, they will disappear when you try to look for them. "

I just want to thank these people. 
Thank you for supporting  and believing in me.
I know I can be hot-headed at times. And also, very emo.
Yes, I realised, that I am. Espescailly the emo part. But I'm trying my best to improve myself.
To outshine the others. To be a great leader with great followers. 



Monday, January 11, 2010 @ 1/11/2010 09:06:00 PM

Hello Bello Fellow Jello!
Today was kinda okay.
Although nothing interesting happened today.
Got a call from Syafiqa in the afternoon.
Finally, I can talk to her.
Cause the past few days, I was either at the campfire or having my afternoon nap.
We talked like for 1hr 50 mins sehh. We had alot of catching up to do.
I can't wait for the next Mendaki lesson.^^
It seems that Hafieqa can't wait too. Made a promise with her that I will sit next to her.
Promise cannot break. Cause I love her too much ^^

Anyways, something made me think real hard at English class today.
I don't really exactly want to tell you guys. It's just not the right place.
And besides, It's just plain rude to him cause it's no laughing matter.
Although I did laugh. And I'm sorry. Truly.
On the side track, Ms C thinks I'm soft-spoken.
Haha, gave her quite a shock when I talked in front of the class.^^
We were discussing about the government that keeps making new ways to learn Chinese easier. And how do I feel about Chinese being the only subject made easier, not Malay or Tamil.
As they need a non-chinese opinion, I and that guy were her only options.
Guess who they choose? Yupp, yours truly.

"Is Hafiz the only Malay in this class? Oh yeah, Sofia. Okay Sofia, what do you think?"

Nice ah. Real nice. Why not him?
But never the mind, cause I know what I want to say. So it's all good.^^
Thanks, Ms C for giving me the chance to speak up.
Cause as you all know, I need to improve on my public-speaking.
But I realize, that when I talked in front of 3 Respect, my legs did not feel like jelly.
Weird. So, I was thinking. In what public-speaking situation makes my legs feel like jelly?
As yes, I did speak well. And I am proud of myself.
You want to know what I think?

I think that I don't really feel any disadvantage because Malay Language uses the English alphabets. Constructing words is easy because you can just guess what letters makes what sounds. As for writing chinese, we use the chinese characters. I can imagine it's difficult because if you put one wrong stroke in a different angle or the stroke is a little bit too long, it changes the whole meaning. And one character can have like four different meaning. So, I don't blame the students taking chinese finds it difficult. In fact, I think it's unfair to them because we can use alphabets in Malay Language but they can't. So, I agree that the government should help the learning of Chinese easier for them. this goes for the same as students taking Tamil. Though I think that learning chinese is harder. In the other hand, students must also play a part as they cannot just rely on the government. Students must also be diligent and teachers must also be patient with the slower ones. In all, everyone plays a part. ^^

Hah, kau. Kene satu paragraph.
Kays, I was just helping my little brother with his science homework.
He needs 3 photos of himself. When he was a baby, toddler and a current picture.
Haha, had fun searching for the pictures. Cause I also me and Abang growing up together.^^
Memories that cannot be forgotten.
Maybe one day, I will scan the photos and upload it here.
If I want to show you my cute baby face. ^^
Haha, and Istiana, I have to show you mine baby photos cause you've shown me yours.
Maybe one of these days ah. One of these days.



Sunday, January 10, 2010 @ 1/10/2010 11:13:00 PM
Sorry for not updating earlier.
i have just taken the 'How much of a minah are you' quiz.
And let me tell you, it is so freaking funny!
And guess what? I'm -0.05% Minah!
Haha, kay best! I was hoping for a 0% but I got a better reasult!
Negative ah!
Here's what they said:

-0.05%: Macam Paham College Girl
You speak English only and you probably don't know why sorry sorry kena naik lorry. Mats don't appeal to you at all and you've probably never been to Dbl O on a Thursday. You probably assume that minah holds the same definition as minahrep, but you are sadly mistaken my friend. Perangai stoppit sak, sebelum kau kena kicap nanti.
 
Haha, its freaking funny seh.
 
First thing, I do speak Malay, okay?
For the record, yours truly is taking Higher Malay.
And I do know why sorry sorry kena naik lorry.
Cause duh? I undertstand Malay.
 
Second, Yes, Mats TOTALLY don't appeal to me at all.
Cause they don't have any freaking life.
And yes, I've never been to Dbl O on a Thursday. Let alone, know what it means.
Like as if I even care?
 
Third, You're wrong cause I know that Minah and Minahrep are different. So there.
 
And Lastly, Dont you ask me to stop my perangai
cause I don't think I'll be the one with the kicap in the future.
 
Whoa, the last part really pissed me off.
Perangai saper yang kene stop dulu ni?
They say I only speak English. But do they even speak Malay?
I'll bet you, their Malay is as broken as their attitude and future.
At least, I am learning another language. Plus, still speaking the CORRECT form of Malay.
So yeah, overall. I find this thing hillarious
because these type of people thinks that they are all that.
My advice to those whose planning on becoming one.
DON'T, because it's not really worth it.
 
So, to my dear Nadd, whose upset cause she got a 100% in this quiz.
Chill-lexs kays? Your not a minah to me. :DD
Cause I can point out to a million other minahs out there, and none of them looks like you.



Wednesday, January 06, 2010 @ 1/06/2010 11:25:00 PM
The internet connection in freaking slow today.
So since I wont be posting about today, today, I will be posting today tomorrow.
Get it? Okay, never the mind.
I just want to say. I cried today.
I cried because I was sad. I cried because I was happy. I cried becase I was angry.
Reasons? I don't have to tell you.
On the other hand, I think that Nur Istiana Bte Abdul Jalil is over reacting.
Though she keeps denying it. Haiyoo
Okay, I'm done talking and besides, I have chemistry homework to do.
Yeah, the 2010 Sofia is still hardworking.
One of my eyelashes fell off after school, and guess what I wished for?
To be somebody. To be more than what other people can be.
Cause now, she wants, more than she wants anything else, to show what she really can do.
To become a leader, and to be an Exco.
I've realised, I can't talk in front of a lot of people.
Seriously, my legs will shake like jelly. I have to improve on that.
Because a great leader is a great public speaker.
Tomorrow, I will be going back to class. No more Sec 1 orientation. Boohoo.



Tuesday, January 05, 2010 @ 1/05/2010 08:05:00 PM

I want to go Lala Land!
Today, aku sumpah, is freaking awesome.
And seriously, I LOVE 1 CARING 2010 TO THE MAXX!
They fun giler nk mampos okay? Haha, well, for the group I took lah.
But I bet the rest of the class is awesome as well. :DD

Second Day Of Secondary 1 Orientation. :D
I think the highlight of it is during the NE amazing race.
I don't know about the CCA fair, cause my group isn't suppose to go for it today.
But they were awesome during the NE amazing race.
Though, I was freaking tired form running all over the whole school looking for clues,
the enthiusiasm showed in that group was really overwhelming.
And, best of all, WE GOT 3RD PLACE, BABY!
Haha, then after the whole amazing race, they still got a lot of energy to play the bombing game.
Even Salehan and Ashraf from the NCDCC booth joined us.

Ouh yeah! Ma'am Mei Ying and Encik Aidil are now CLTs!
WOOHOO! So, now I must call Aidil, Sir and Mei Ying is still ma'am.^^
Though the sad thing, they are not posted to EVG.
Aidil Sir is posted to Coral Sec and Mei Ying Ma'am is posted to East Spring Sec.
Seriously, I'm going to miss them. ;(
*Thanks Shahir Sir for wishing me good luck.(: *

Anyways, back to the Sec 1s.
They rested and finished with the bombing game.
Boohoo, Shahir literally difuses our bomb. Eventhough, it wasn't possible.
We went back to class and played with the Sec 1s.
We played the pranking game. Where we asked everybody to close their eyes and put their heads on their table. Then, we wake one by one up except one person. Then, we will all surprise that one person. Haha, but it didn't work. Cause 1 Caring is so noisy! :P
Waste my time explain to you. Haha.
Then we told ghost stories. Shahir told about the Pulau Ubin Char Kway Teow story.
And yeah, typical me, I didn't know the story.
So, I was just as interested about the story as the Sec 1s.
Haha, big mistake. I screamed my lungs off at the end of the story. :P
If you knew the story, you would understand. And believe me, I screamed.
Haha, awesome day.

Then, the rest of the day was just boring.
So, I will skip to the fun part.
After school, I met up with Istiana, Nisa, Farahin and Nadd.
Though nadd had to go home, the rest of us had fun catching up at the canteen while nisa copied my hw. :P
Haha, we laugh like what ah. I miss them so much. ((:
Then after finish copying, nisa wanted to buy her mum's bday present.
So we went to cwp and then went to KFC to eat, cause we were so hungry.
Big Mistake. Again. Okay, I'm already laughing when im typing this. :DD
Let's just say, we would never ever forget this experience.
And yeah, the joke's on me. Haiyooo.
People, I have washed my hand with Detol Hand Sanitiser 10 times.
So, it's cleaned. :P

His friend hit him at the butt! Haha!

LOL, if you think that's funny. You haven't heard anything. Really, it's freaking hillarious.
We practically laugh the whole time. And we took like 1hr+ to eat.
Haha, gosh. We were noisy like what ah. Wish nadd was there.

Haha, okay. Enough laughing.
I just knew that Khairul, my cousin, is Sec 1 this year.
Ironically, I've just added him in fb though we known each other for years.
Haha, guess who is facilitating his class?
No, I won't tell you. But it's not me, cause Im not a facilitator, DUHH.
I am a Administration IC. And I love the job. :D
I want to thank that dude who made me into one. You know who you are ((:

Okay, I've got nothing else to say.
I really like typing this post. Cause it's been an awesome day. (:
Didn't you guys realised how many smiley faces there are?



Monday, January 04, 2010 @ 1/04/2010 05:30:00 PM
Aku sumpah aku ngantok giler nak mampos.
Whoa, today was awesome. :D
Except for somethings that are better kept un-disscussed.
I'm really freaking sleepy. And I'm tempted to go and sleep.
But if I sleep now, I can't sleep later at night.
So, Im blogging. And It will be very dry.

Let's start from the time I woke up.
Strangely, I was already awake when my mum woke me up.
Showered and got ready for school.
Realised it was raining. Boohoo, no assembly today.
Surprise, surprise! Got $5 for pocket money? Weird..
Then, got my first yawn when I saw tying my shoelaces.
*lots more coming*
Then, went to school and it was still raining.
So, the carpoarch was wet and couldn't wait for Istiana.
Besides, the prefects were asked to assemble.
Yeah, given our duties and went up to the hall, where the whole EVG assembled.
You should see the Sec 1's faces. Freaking funny.

Then helped the Sec 2s settle down, and morning assembly began.
Then, got spotcheck. Whoa ho ho, lucky got cut fingernails.
I was so freaking happy sey, when I saw Mrs Eng at my class.
Good, good. Cause of my prefect duties, I was at the back.
Then I went to 3 Respect and Mrs Eng saw me.
I smiled at her, then she smiled and me and came to me.
She was like, "SOFIA!!' And she came to hug me.
Hahaha, cute to the maxx lah Mrs Eng.
Then she asked, "Are you transfered here or originally here?"
I said, "I was originally here."
Then, she was like so happy and smiling. Again, freaking cute. XDD

Then, talk talk talk. Got new VP, Mr Johnny Ang (?)
Then, talk talk talk again. Then go back to class.
While walking, Jocelyn shouted, "Sofia!"
Then somebody shouted, "Sofia!"
Whoa, sumpah I was freaking irritated, but what to do seyy.
Name dah glamorous sangat. Haiyoo, XDD.
Turns out that prefects have to go Studo R for briefing of duties.
Wahh, I already saw the proposal before-hand and I knew I wasn't chosen to facilitate.
*refer to Dec 31 Thursday's post*
So, I was so not in the mood.
Then, somebody said that he needs 5 assistants, Administration ICs.
And again, I knew I wasn't goign to be chosen. -.-
But yeah, my name suddenly came out below the table of names,
together with Yusuf, Firdaus, Chaline and Katherine.

So yeah, I was an Administration IC!
Cool to the maxx lah. Then more briefing.
Then went up to the hall, where the Sec 1s were having a talk.
Then got a ceremony where the principle hands out the collar badge to each student.
Haha, lucky I didn't have it when I was in Sec 1. XDD
Then, I accompanied a Sec 1 girl to the toilet.
Sumpah, she took a long time. Freaking scared anything happened to her.
Haha, after awhile, the toilet began to smell. LOL, don't want to say anything more.

Then it was recess.
Didn't eat anything. Because Im on a diet.
Haha, no lah. Cause I don't have anybody to eat with.
I just drank in silence at the canteen until Ain came and sit with me.
Chatted with her and her friends. Her hair was really short lah, like she said. :DD
Then went abck up to the hall, for more talking.

Then, finish talking, they went back to the Sec 1 class.
I had to go everywhere with somebody because I have no freaking handphone.
For the record, Md. Shahir Adha, there is nothing between me and that guy.
I know how you do it. I can't believe you can continue to live your life like that.
Shame on you, dude. Shame on you.

But that guy was cool ah. He didn't react when somebody teased him.
Whoa, can't believe he can handle teasing seh
Ugh, the no-handphone curse strikes again.
Gotta beg my dad for one, soon.

Then we went class-hopping.
Quite fun ah, when that class was boring, we went to another.
But really ah, if you want to just tease, its totally fine.
But spreading it? Come on ah, I thought you were better than that.
Then go spectrum, talk talk talk summore.
Than go back class, then talk talk talk summore.
Sumpah, hari ni banyak cakap sehh. I was just there listening.
You can imagine how the Sec 1s feels.
But yeah, they promised that tomorrow will be fun.
So I'm looking forward.
Then got briefing at Studio R summore.
Wahh, then met up with Istiana and we went back home together. :DD

Story End.

P/s: I'm sorry for being angry at you. But really. I am angry. I thought better of you but you showed me who you really were. I didn't know hw to react. So, I became angry. I'm really sorry, truly sorry.

/-EDIT 7.38pm
I don't feel safe anymore.
I need somebody.



Saturday, January 02, 2010 @ 1/02/2010 07:01:00 PM


Today was kinda boring.
Watched Biggest Loser Asia. And boy, was somebody inspired.
After watching the whole 3 episodes on the Hallmark Channel,
my family went to the stadium and gym.
Haha, and yours truly stayed at home and played Facebook.
The show was really, can say, inspiring ah.
Though, a lot of drama kept showing up.
But what to do? It is a reality show of keeping fit.
I realised the participants kept getting injuries even in the slightest of execise.
And I really adore this person from Philipines, Kevin, if Im not wrong.
And for the record, I didn't adore Kevin because of the name.
I adored him because of his effort.
He was the heaviest among the rest, with 215kg, if Im not wrong, at the beginning.
But you can see him struggle throught the challenges and gym.
Despite some people who just doesn't seem to make an effort.
There was one time he got sent to the hospital, I nearly cried.
I was like, "Come on, Kevin. Get better, get better. Come on!"
And yeah, he did. Woohoo! I hope he gets through the rest of the challenges. ((:

Okay, too much BL-Asia.
Facebook's been really great today.
Though the tagboard's been kinda quiet ever since 31 Dec.
Haha, must be cause its nearly time for school.
I will update again after I'm back from Popular.
Need to buy stationaries! ((:



Friday, January 01, 2010 @ 1/01/2010 12:01:00 AM


HAPPY NEW YEAR, EVERYBODY!
HAPPY 2010, ALSO!

Though, I am not too sure about the 'happy' part.
Can't believe I'm going to be 15 next year.
I'll bet I am going to keep listening and singing 'Fifteen' from Taylor Swift.
I do hope the song give me luck, cause I sure do need a lot next year. A lot.