There's always gonna be another mountain. I'm always gonna wanna make it move. Always gonna have an uphill battle. Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose. Ain't about how fast I get there. Ain't about what's waiting on the other side. It's


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Hey, school start tomorrow!
Sunday, June 26, 2011 @ 6/26/2011 08:03:00 PM
LAST POST FOR THE JUNE HOLIDAYS!
Okay. I'll probably not be using the internet anymore after this. Urgh, I am going to miss the internet.

GOODBYE YOUTUBE.
GOODBYE FACEBOOK.
GOODBYE BLOG.
GOODBYE INTERNET.

Okay, bye.


Time flies so fast.
Wednesday, June 22, 2011 @ 6/22/2011 05:09:00 PM
4 MORE DAYS TO SCHOOL.
And then the 'O' Levels starts. Raise your hand if you're afraid.

My hands are raised so unimaginably high up.

My God. I was watching Parenthood on Star World. There was this girl who is supposedly very smart but she apparently wasn't accepted to any college of her choice. But yeah, this show was based in America. So her college is my university. After she got the call that she wasn't accepted, she went totally wild. Having a much older boyfriend and doing drugs, alcohol and sex. Here I am, not knowing if I am going to even pass my 'O' Levels and she's already giving up trying to enter university. Imagine when I have to enter university. Wait, that is, if I pass 'O' Levels. Urgh.

Anyways, my family is going out this weekend. I hope somebody's not coming. Urgh.


Jobs I want to try
Saturday, June 18, 2011 @ 6/18/2011 09:00:00 AM
1.Singer
Then song writer and music producer

2.Actor
I can play the perfect teenage rebel

3.Talk Show Host
Who doesn't love a show all about you?

4.Artist
Cannot waste this talent of drawing teen fantasies

5.A Princess's Personal Assistant
I may not have patience but this gives me access to a castle and its wonders

6.CSI
I love the idea of being smart & bringing justice to this cruel world

7.Model
Seems far-fetched but blame Victoria's Secret for making me interested

8.Author
Thus, the idea of publishing a book

9.Teacher
Urgh. The only feasible job.

10.Radio DJ
People will only hear your voice, not face. Genius. Perfect job for an ugly bitch like me.


Things I want to do before I die.
Friday, June 17, 2011 @ 6/17/2011 09:00:00 AM
1.Adopt a child
I am afraid of being pregnant, aren't you?

2.Live in my own apartment
Urgh. Getting out of my house is mandatory. 

3.To feel true love
Ahh. No explanation obvoiusly. Though, I doubt it will happen.

4.Live & Travel the world
I am bored in Singapore. Details.

5.Publish a book
Autobiography, maybe? Or teen fiction.

6.Save a endangered animal
And name it Sofia Jr.

7.Discover a new flower
And name it Sofia's Journey. It will symbolize independance and bravery, which does not exist currently.

8.Own an art museum
Hopefully somebody will buy them.

9.Spend time with famous people
Details.

10.Help a ghost move on
and finally conquer my fear of the paranormal. 


Places I want to visit
Thursday, June 16, 2011 @ 6/16/2011 12:30:00 AM
1.New York see a broadway show.

2.Los Angeles many famous people live here!

3.Paris It's the city of love! Who doesn't want to go?

4.Venice sail down the Grand Canal on a Gondolas with 2 guys, one to steer the boat and one playing the guitar.

5.India see the Taj Mahal.

6.London visit the Royal Family

7.Australia best bag-packing destinaiton.

8.Saudi Arabia Mecca for my pilgrimage.

9.North Pole see penguins in the wild.

10.California visit the Flower Fields during Spring.


Famous people I want to spent time with.
@ 6/16/2011 12:12:00 AM
1.Davedays produce a love song with him.

2.Kevin Jonas learn guitar.

3.Jay McGuiness learn how to dance.

4.Kate Middleton experience a princess's life with her.

5.Ellen DeGeneres attend one of her shows

6. Taylor Swift go on tour with.

7.Selena Gomez act with her in a movie.

8.Steve Jobs create a new Apple product.

9.Tyra Banks model in Victoria's Secret  with her.

10.Tom Felton see a rugby match.

♥ no order of merit though.
 And of course, in addition to that,
 I would love to go to a dinner and a movie with each of them.


Future-phobia.
Wednesday, June 15, 2011 @ 6/15/2011 09:50:00 PM

I should be doing my Malay homework.
But something is bugging me so much that I just have to stop. I have been thinking a lot. Specifically, about the future. You know, it seems I am the only teenager that is afraid of the future. No, I am absolutely terrified. With the instability of the economy nowadays and the rising cost of living practically anywhere live-able, how can people not be worried? That plus my lack to love and socialize, I do not think I can survive in this cruel world.

I wonder what Allah has in store for me?
I bet everybody wants to know what is their future like. And no, fortune-telling is fake. Okay, even if the fortune-teller can tell the future, why do you need to know your future beforehand? What's the point in living then. As tempting as it seems (not much :/), I rather live my life not knowing when I will die. Anyways, I caught myself daydreaming about my future and thought whether even half of it is even going to come true.

Let's list it down.
I just realised. I list down a lot of things. Is this a good habit? :/


Loser Like Me - Glee Cast
Tuesday, June 14, 2011 @ 6/14/2011 09:44:00 PM


Loser Like Me - Glee Cast

Yeah, you may think that I'm a zero
But, hey, everyone you wanna be
Probably started off like me
You may say that I'm a freakshow (I don't care)
But, hey, give me just a little time
I bet you're gonna change your mind

All of the dirt you've been throwin' my way
It ain't so hard to take, that's right
Cause I know one day you'll be screamin' my name
And I'll just look away, that's right

Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth
So everyone can hear
Hit me with the worst you got and knock me down
Baby, I don't care
Keep it up, and soon enough you'll figure out
You wanna be
You wanna be
A loser like me
A loser like me
A loser like me

Push me up against the locker
And hey, all I do is shake it off
I'll get you back when I'm your boss
I'm not thinkin' 'bout you haters
'Cause hey, I could be a superstar
I'll see you when you wash my car

All of the dirt you've been throwin' my way
It ain't so hard to take, that's right
'Cause I know one day you'll be screamin' my name
And I'll just look away, that's right

Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth
So everyone can hear
Hit me with the worst you got and knock me down
Baby, I don't care
Keep it up, and soon enough you'll figure out
You wanna be
You wanna be
A loser like me
A loser like me
A loser like me

Hey, you, over there
Keep the L up-up in the air
Hey, you, over there
Keep the L up, 'cause I don't care
You can throw your sticks, and you can throw your stones
Like a rocket, just watch me go
Yeah, l-o-s-e-r
I can only be who I are

Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth
So everyone can hear
Hit me with the worst you got and knock me down
Baby, I don't care
Keep it up, and soon enough you'll figure out
You wanna be
You wanna be
A loser like me
A loser like me

Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth
So everyone can hear
Hit me with the worst you got and knock me down
Baby, I don't care
Keep it up, and soon enough you'll figure out
You wanna be
You wanna be
A loser like me (A loser like me)
A loser like me (A loser like me)
A loser like me


June Holidays?
@ 6/14/2011 08:53:00 PM
Waddup yo.
Omg. That's so nigga.

Heh. The June Holidays has been good so far. Though I am a little late on my homework, I'll catch up. Other than that, I have been enjoying myself ever since the remedial weeks ended. 

This is generally my day. ♥
12pm - Wake up & bathe
1pm - Eat breakfast
2pm - Watch TV
5pm - Eat lunch & bathe
6pm - Use the lappy
10pm - Eat dinnner
11pm - Watch TV
3am - Sleep

My God. I know. I am getting fatter and pimples are popping out. With school around the corner, I need to change. Ohh, 12 more days. Anyways, let's update.

31/5 to 2/6 - Remedial

3/6 - Remedial. Ohh, report book day. :/ I was actually late! The timetable says 8.30am but we're supposed to come at 8am. So when I reached school at 8.20, Mr T was like so aggitated saying so many students are late. Oh well, I am not the only one late andand, they didn't take attendance! Heheh. Ohh, Ms L is back in school! Or should I say Mdm L. Heheh, I want to see her daughter! :D Aww. Oh, my grades. :/

English - B4
HML - C5
Emaths - A1 :DDDD
P.bio - E8
C.science - D7
C.humans - B4 :DDDD

Haha. Overall, I am happy. :D Emaths A1. Take that Mr C! Hah. Ohhh. Ms P PRAISED me for C.humans! Ahhhhh! First pass ever! Andand B4 pass mind you, not C6. I kinda expected these grades for my sciences. So yeah. But Higher Malay & English was such a waste, especially Higher Malay. Oh well. Butbut! I counted my marks for O Levels, considering my A1 for Malay & bonus marks for HML and CCA.

L1R5 (JC) - 21
L1R4 (Poly) - 15

Yeah. I definately can't go to a JC with a 21, since IJC &YJC requires a 20 and those are the most marks possible for JC admission. Though, 15 is good for Poly. My big brother got a 15 for his L1R4 and went to engineering at SP. Hmm, maybe I really should consider Poly. Oh, Nadd and I probably made the biggest mistake of our life that day too. It has something to do with a certain form. Ahhh, okay. We'll get through this together.

6/6 - Remedial
6/7 - Remedial

10/6 - SNCO POC. Ah, okay. Congratulations to the 4 other Sec3s. Pictures at facebook. I don't really like that day that much. I don't know why. But it was nice seeing the people you spent most your NCDCC journey with eventhough we come form all over Singapore.

Current / Future.
11/6 to 20/6 - Istiana & family's trip to their Indonesia kampung. Miss her. ♥ Though she sometimes update at facebook.
20/6 - Bio remedial. Urgh.
25/6 - Outing with MY. I DO NOT WANT TO DO A FISH SPA.
27/6 - Back to school. ;(

Okay, I need to do my homework. And get something for my grumbling stomach.


Found this somewhere.
@ 6/14/2011 07:50:00 PM

LMFAO.