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Friday, July 31, 2009 @ 7/31/2009 04:44:00 PM
HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Is it just me or is eveybody having the same probs?

anyway, blogger.com had a bit of a stuffs going on
i thought my computer was going nuts.
well, since i can blog again, i think its okay.
hmmm, but i think thrs still somethings
blogger.com hasn't properly fixed.
like the title box is too low and the buttons on top
are having small crosses in the middle of them.
plus the font stuffs.
so i hope, this will be fixed fast.

so let's start updating.

School.
bored to pieces. gosh, i dont even look forward to recess.
there were MAJOR changes to our lessons.
i might be overdramatic. but seriously, i cant take it.
recess has been cut short to 20mins due to H1N1.
our school has already 5 cases of H1N1.
and most of it is from the sec 2s.
so we are saperated from the rest of the school.

teachers are getting sick.
lessons cannot be taught by relief teachers
we get bored in class from hearing
"Your teacher is sick. Please do you own work and no talking."
my idea of closing down the school doesn't
seem too bad after all now, does it?
i mean, come on, who can eat within 20 mins? seriously.

Health.
im feeling like buying all the health potions in MapleStory
and giving it to everyone in the world.
sarcastic, i know. but if i just could...

the normal morning dizziness and eye-bags
is all the sickness i had.
though i have a lot of contact with a lot of people who are sick
and here i am, NOT SICK.
guess, i have high-immunity
soon, im gonna be the only one in class.

Love Life.
...
i don't know what to do.
i don't know what to say anymore.
i guess, i'll just be watching him from a very far distance.
very. far. distance.
maybe then, he'll notice me.
maybe. just maybe.

Friends.
im currently mostly hanging out with Farahin.
nisa is sick and on a 7-days MC.
and just the day before i went to Causeway Point with her
again, im NOT sick although she is.
class with farahin is SUPERBLY FUN.
things like the duster can be fun in a boring class.

haha, farahin, remember the prank we did on people with the duster?
simply hilarious. maybe just to us.
cuz we wer the ones laughing like what.
OHHHH, then we passed notes to each
eventhough we were sitting next to each other
clever right? haha.

CCA.
blogged mostly at ncdcc blog.
wanna see go. lazy to type again.
and yeah, NDP!
i hope i get in the parade.
abang said that 4 ppl will be reserves.
nervous train wreck, much?

yeah, so i guess thats all.
buh-bye people.



Wednesday, July 15, 2009 @ 7/15/2009 08:35:00 PM
hello people.
i feel very happy today.
because of some certain reasons.
so i decided to start paying back my fast tomorrow
10 days uhhs.
so we will count down ouhkays?
ouh yeah, the tagboard is wacked tonight.
i will reply to your taggs here.

filiah: haha! IMY tooo seyy. nvm lehh,
if fasting month is coming, then hari raya is coming too!
ira syafira: dh cukup eh? haha.

the malay presentation thingy is getting tougher.
mine is on monday, and im like rushing to perfect some stuffs
im scared that there are questions that i cant answer.

so yeah, im done for now.
bye, people.



Tuesday, July 14, 2009 @ 7/14/2009 08:41:00 PM
WENT TO VIVO WITH NADD AND NISA!
i forgot when but we had loads of fun!
you weren't there? awww, too bad!

never warned me take pic.

OOOOOH, i like this one. (:
nice background, huh?
me squatting? nahhhh.

OOOH, price tag.

my shoe in pink, yeah!

me and my cup.

CANDID!




@ 7/14/2009 07:22:00 PM
hello people :)

today was quite fun
hmmm, went to school normally although it was Tuesday.
cuz i forgot to bring back home my maths TB
then my maths hw ques are all in my TB
yeah, i know. me very clever rite?
so yeah, since dun have prefect meeting
i took my time doing the ques.
:DDDDDDDD

then D&T like cool uhhs.
need to do the greeting carDs.
then got maths, like boring as usual..
then recess, then ENGLISH!
WHOOO! Mrs H was like in such a happy mood
then got alot of laughing and teasing and stuffs
then history, Miss ST never come
but i had to do some handing-out
so yeah, missed free period.

then HP, was about gaming addiction.
haha, quite fun seyy
people like edmond and gabriel was like SO excited.
SHEESH, DOTA..
then me and nisa went to farahin's house to do the malay project
OOOOOOH, farahin's mum cooks nice nasi lemak.
my mum doesn't even cook.
she knows how, but does not do.
BUSY WORKING, DUHHH.
so yeah, going to blog at ncdcc blog after this.
adios, people. :)



Friday, July 10, 2009 @ 7/10/2009 07:34:00 PM




He's got something special.
He's got something special.



I mean, he's got something really special.
Or maybe, there is really something special about him?
Either way, it doesn't matter anymore.
Because I did not tell him.
If he knew, he wouldn't have went away.
Away from me.



I just wished he knew.
I just wished I had told him.
But I was scared. Scared of rejection.
And now, I will have to stay in the background.
Far away, and never coming back.
Ever.



I just wished he knew.







It seems oh-so simple at first.
You showed me signs.
You made me hold my hopes ever so high.
I knew it.
You were afraid of rejection.
But i wanted you to do it.
I made it obvious.
I did whatever i could.
But I guess, it's not enough for you.




So here I am, trying to make myself visible to you.
But I guess, it's not worth it.
It's already too late.
So now, there is only one thing left to do.
Say goodbye.
And vow never to see each other again.





Goodbye, my love. Goodbye.






Wednesday, July 08, 2009 @ 7/08/2009 06:39:00 PM
"Turn on that radio
As loud as it can go
Wanna dance until my feet can't feel the ground

Say good bye to all my fear
One good song they disappear
And nothing in the world can bring me down

Hand clapping, hip shaking, heart breaking
There's no faking
What you feel
When you're right at home

Music's in my soul
I can hear everyday and every night
It's the one thing on my mind.
Music's got control
and I'm never letting go
No no
I just wanna play my music"

i totally dunno why i keep singing this song
anyways, school was ok until after recess.
HAHA! YAY! finally, nadd got sit beside me today!
first period MT mahh. so long never talk crap with her.
but somehow, it just didnt feel the same
maybe because i just found out something.

after that was english.
it was okay uhhs.
then music was the best uhhs!!
can continue guitar lessons.
like so cool kann?
then farahin and me was like laughing all the way
yeah, then mr o played Love Story by Taylor Swift.
then he asked everybody to sing along
WHOA, like so long uhhs i never sing it..

then recess was like whatever uhhs.
feel like wan, dont wan do duty..
uhhhs! sometimes ahhh..
then after recess was 2 periods physics
damn boring uhhs,
i was caught doodling in my foolscap
LIKE WHATEVER GITU LORH!
haiyo, he's not the type to scold luhh

then got maths!
wahhh, seriously uhhs.
im gonna dread wednesdays from now on..
yeah, hv to bring curve ruler
then i never bring. nvr do homework summore
did graph free hand
so pro, mr t nvr see the difference.
WOO HOO!

then nadd, nisa, farahin and i went to kfc
haha, we like wat sia.
so long nvr go out together.
nadd uhhs. go england summore.
then nvr bring me back england grass..
SHEESH! :PPP
then farahin went buy sketch book
then we went home.
except mee!!
i went nisa house then we doodled like crazy sia.
WOOO! nisa jgn merepek eh?
aku bilang the red shirt guys baru tauu..
:PPPPP
haha, at 5.45pm then i go home..

i got alot of stuffs to do seyy
this post is like damn boring uhhs
so yeah, WHATEVER!



Monday, July 06, 2009 @ 7/06/2009 05:38:00 PM
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ok, i'll blog tommorow
when i go back from school.



Friday, July 03, 2009 @ 7/03/2009 08:06:00 PM
HAPPY 15th BITRTHDAY ZAHIRAH!
read your birthday card for my birthday wish for you.
i don't want type mostly because i don't remember what i wrote
haha, you're 1 more year to sweet 16!



@ 7/03/2009 04:36:00 PM
" Sofia! Perangai eh?! Pegi buat duty lah bodoh!"

HAHAHAHA!
he scolded me during recess.
totally my fault. :PPP
kept talking with nisa and farahin
when i was SUPPOSE to do my duty.
haha, kinda expected it anyways.
its his job mahh, IC wadd.
SHEESH.
tk per, tk per. patience is a virture.
ok dah, shut up sofia.

haha, guess what?
im updating on a FRIDAY!
haha, so long nvr blog on friday.
usually, this time should hv ncdcc
awww, i miss going to ncdcc trainings!
but cause of H1N1, all school activities will resume after 1 week
which is RETARDEDLY LAME.
now, all the activities postponed. very boring seyy.
should have actually gone to the sajak thingy
at woodgrove sec, then postponed
then the high achievers thing also postponed
SHOULD HAVE GONE TO CHINA!
but its fucking postponed.

ok change topic, puh-lease.
hmm, i havent buy sketchboooooooky!
maybe tommorow i ask mum cuz have to do D&T
oooooooh, im gonna miss home ec. ))):
ohh yeahh, cikgu was like feeling soo 'generous'
she gave hw like SO LITTLE uhhs.
eh, nadd eh? giler seyy.

school was quite boring uhhs
except for some parts which i really LOVE.
hmm, mrs w didnt come.
then thought can do whatever we want
but then the fierce relief teacher ruins it.
but then right, she gave the prefects time to change seyy
cuz got PE before lit, then after htta was recess mahh
so yeahh, she's really nice. ((:

CCD was like ....
SOME pple started talking about MJ
(Rest in peace. yeah?)
then suddenly mrs e started lecturing us about our future
wahhh, seriously uhhs.
like everyone hears that from their parents.
then now, she's acting all parent-ish.
OHHHHHHHHHH!
i've just got a CRAZY idea.
maybe, she's *cough* preg *cough* nant *cough*
oh dah eh sofia. :PPPPP

so i guess thats it uhhs.
BUH-BYE!



Thursday, July 02, 2009 @ 7/02/2009 06:44:00 PM
HELLO SWEETIES! :)


going to be a short one.
will update on the weekends.
umm, currently trying my best to settle in to school
but misplacing my textbooks doesn't seem to help at all
haiyo, nadd got quarrentine. cannot take her geog tb.
then homework like so many due tomorrow uhhs. i lost count.
and i still hvnt start anything. shame on meeee.
ok, enough about school. depressing, if you hvnt noticed.

I LOVE MALAY CLASS SO MUCH!
i just feel so happy there.
*maybe there is a reason.
i just wish nadd could return to school faster.
then we could talk CRAP all through the lesson.
i miss her so much seyy.
ouh nvm, 4 more days than i can see her.
patience is a virture. cheh, macam paham sofia eh?

monday is YOUTH DAY!
haha, i want GO OUT!
in the process of planing uhhs
dunno where to go seyy.
haha, i just hope we could make up our mind.
:DDDDDDDDDDDD

a certain someone turns a certain year older today.
i just wanna wish HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
to Shan! who doesn't wish to be called old.
i hope all your wishes come true
and good luck in everything you do
to the guy who is 1 year older than me but not old.

yeah, i think im finished with the birthday card
i took so long to finish it seyy. i hope she likes it seyy.
i dunno when to give her,
maybe i ask somebody to giv her?
okay im getting lame.

ok uhhs, i think thats about it
if anything, i update on the weekends.
BUH-BYE!