LOL..long time nvr blog..
Wednesday, April 23, 2008 @ 4/23/2008 08:18:00 PM
hmm..how long since the last time i blogged?..lol..23-14=9!..god..lol..okok..here's wad happen the last 9 days..i didnt hv time 2 blog partly because of the D&T project..we have 2 make a display system..which is basically a structure 2 display stuff..with only 2 wooden pieces and 2 acrylic pieces..lol..my group did on Australia..we did 2 structures..1 wooden..1 acrylic..i'll upload the pic of the structures wen i get it k?..i noe u r soo confused..soo 2day was the deadline..and luckly my group finish it in time..and we also nid 2 do a summary board..but tat 1 pass up next wednesday..another reason is..the EXAMS!..the mid-year exam(mye) is juz around the corner..and im soo damn scared..2morrow is english..i ting larh..i ting i'll study after blogging..man..i dun noe if i like ncdcc anymore..i dunno wat is wrong wif my foot drill..nobody said anithing wrong bout it..so i tot it was alrite..but both of the sirs say it is not and they didnt tell me wat was i weak in..i wasnt chosen 2 be in the ndp parade cuz of at..but sir said if i can be better than the 10 chosen ones..then thrs a chance 4 me 2 replace 1 of them..but i honestly think tat thrs no chance..u've got 2 make the best first impression..and if u failed the first time..thr'll be lesser chance u'll succed the next time..but i believe in my sir..both of them..and i will do better in my footdrill..wish me good luck!..ouh ya..thr'll be another test 4 ncdcc..but tis one is on first aid..and its a veri long chapter..trust me..wen i say its veri long..i mean its VERY long..and wats worst..sir said of i cant pass tis test i cant become Lance Copral..and if i dun become Lance Copral..i can tbe IC..ouh man..honestly..its a real burden..sumtimes i ting i made the wrong mistake of choosing ncdcc..wen i could choose volleyball..at least i was chosen 4 it..and NOT all was chosen..and wif Syazwan and big brother thr..thr'll be expecting alot from me..big brother is IC..and Syazwan is oredi one of the highest ranking cadet THAT IS CURRENTLY AN EVG STUDENT..(no offence sir)..then wad am i?..if i dun become IC..ppl will say i bring shame to the both of them..ouh man..im really worried..but i dun wan juz because of them i could become an IC..but i didnt want 2 dissapoint them either..ARGH!..i m soo confused!..hmm..niwaes..sumting shocking happened..my lit teacher is actually nice..shocking huh?..lol..i dunno..but wen my mum called her and told her wat happened..she was willing 2 help me wif my lit..man..i am feeling soo guilty 4 acusing her..man..at least she didn see my blog..phew!..i really am sorry..but at least i hv confidence in passing my lit..i still dun hv any real frends tat i can trust yet..( u noe wad i mean Nadia..i told u b4..)..i dunnoe y is it taking such a long time..is it me?..or is it them?..i wan frends but i juz cant seem 2 find the ones tat i can trust..well at least i hv Syafiqa (1 Itg) and Izzatie (1 Res)..but they r not in the same class wif me..so i dun usually hv anybody 2 partner up wif..in assembly..after recess..or even after school..
Syafiqa..(sorry if i spelt it wrongly)..have the same PE lesson wif me..so everytime i run the 2.4km..i can run wif her..and she is my partner 4 the conversational chi classes..Izzatie usually sits wif me during recess wif Erleny..(again, sorry if i spelt it wrongly)..so at least im not lonely all the time..except its most of the time..
nvm..life's like tat..sumtimes ur up..sumtimes ur down..and nowadays..im alwys in a down mood..i wan to be up..but reality wont let me..i wish reality would go away and leave me alone..but w/o reality..i would not noe the true meanings of life..ok larh..i'll end it here..
thx 2 Nadia 4 being soo 'patient' waiting 4 the latest blog..lol..i'll try to update it as soon as i can k?..it really depends on how life goes..i cant really control it..ehk?..its MY LIFE rite?..so i can control it..but how?..hmm..
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