There's always gonna be another mountain. I'm always gonna wanna make it move. Always gonna have an uphill battle. Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose. Ain't about how fast I get there. Ain't about what's waiting on the other side. It's


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SUPERRRRR FUNNN! :)
Friday, October 24, 2008 @ 10/24/2008 08:26:00 PM
HELLO SWEETIES! :)

had the most superrrr fun time today
niwaes, i shuld tell bout yesterday
i had asked my dad's permission to go out
he said he'd asked my mum
but he didnt, so i told her myself
i knew it wouldnt be easy
cuz my mum it sooooo hard to deal wif

i was like scolded, for not being responsible
YADDA, YADDA, YADDA
you noe the rest, i just kept quiet
i knew dad would come to my rescue
but i juz dunno wen
wen mum finished scolding me, she left the room
i watched TV in big bro's room
a while ltr, dad came and suddenly talked bout the movie

he asked me to giv him all my duit raya
but keep only $20 (my spending money)
i noe its pathetic but hey, at least i still have some money
he gave me another $20 (his own)
gor my movie spendings
i was sooo happy! but it doesnt end thr
he still gave me a lecture bout
behaving myself and not disgracing the family's name
and to rememeber tat im a GIRL
..............

i dont understand my parents, espes my mum
i dunoe wad she wants and wad she expects
i study well, i get good reasults
i get perfect attendance, and i nvr fail my exams
nisa get 13th in class and her parents are like SUPERR happy
i get 2nd and i hv to through alot juz to see a movie
you guys out thr are VERY lucky

but, i heard somewer tat
if you compare, you're only insulting urself
i dunno, i feel hopeless and pathetic
and everything tat i do to impress my parents
is juz useless, like as if they will nvr br impressed
my bro failed his history, but he gets to go back
home at 10pm for his jalan raya
i go back home at 7pm and my parents
are oredi frowning and asking me lots of ques

oh here i go again
comparing myself, man i gotta stop
but i cant stop myself, im juz so sad my life
with myself, sigh..

MIBAL