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Thursday, January 01, 2009 @ 1/01/2009 02:52:00 PM
HELLO SWEETIES! :)

LOL. 1st Jan oredi.
homework all finish ke?
ok lets start from Tuesday 30 december

well, i was suppose to go out wif nisa and farahin
for farahin's birthday. present was all set only waiting or the day to com
but then came along the email from the ever so loving Suhairi Sir
to attend the MEETING on the same day as the outing
for the love of NCDCC, i had to go to the MEETING.
i hope u guys appreciate the sacrifice i made

so yeah, yaddy, yadda, yadda
called the rest who didnt come, asked for resons
yadday, yadda, yadda
went to class, saw pics, videos
yadda, yadda, yadda
NCOs got interview for their places, ICs for the overall IC and asst
yadda, yadda, yadda
CCA fair prepareations, i was placed at the booth

then came the most not best part of the day
the MEETING suddenly becomes a TRAINING.
which seriously, SUCKS
how the hell should I know wat to do
wen the (i forgot who) ordered to "dari tengah..."
why didnt i tell anybody tat i dunno?
well, its because tat Aidil was already SCREAMING HIS HEAD OFF AT US!
AND HOW SHOULD I KNOW HOW TO TURN WHILE MARCHING?

THE DAMNEST THING IS, i felt tat it was my own fault i didnt know
how the hell should i noe, wen i DAMNING didnt even learn bout it?
you are DAMNING expected to know the DAMNING sec 2s stuff
wen ur only taught the DAMNING sec 1s stuff

so yeah, after tat got lectured by the CLTs
yadda, yadda, yadda
i dont think i heard or remember anything
all i noe is tat, i was damn thirsty, damn tired and damning wanted to go home

at the canteen, wen we were oredi allowed to go home
bought water, *nvr was i so happy to see water*
and drank like i nvr drank before
shazwan saw me like wanting to die and scolded shahir
OH NO! scolded is a very wrong word
shazwan BUTO-ED shahir.
*sayang jugak shazwan kat aku ye?*
haha. BUTO-ED. take tat shahir.
so yeah, thanks a lot shazwan.

and Suhairi Sir. thanks for the choosing me as asst.
and i agree tat u chose leroy as the overall IC
but unfortunately, no amount of pride
would change the fact tat i very well hate tat day's TRAINING,
*which was very well DAMNING suppose to be a MEETING*

and alloysius, im sorry tat u didnt get the part
but i hope u will help leroy and me in handling our batch together
and i wish u the best on everything u do.

so yeah, a day which was suppose to be filled with
fun, laughter, happiness and celebration of a girl getting a year older
turned out to be tiring, sadness, thirst and not celebrating a girl getting a year older
I HOPE TAT U GUYS ARE HAPPY,
AND WOULD APPRECIATE THE SACRIFICE I MADE FOR TAT DAY