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Thursday, March 05, 2009 @ 3/05/2009 05:21:00 PM
HELLO SWEETIES! :)

today is like SUPERR bad seyy
and it all started during, guess when?
MATHS! its the source of all evil.
juz got back my CT maths paper
and lets juz say somebody WAY over thr is nt happy
he thinks he's not the only one whoose not happy
well guess wat Mr Goody-Two-Shoes?
YOU'RE SO WRONG.

and wats with her?
changing people's places.
my feng shui is just nice over here
and she puts me WAY over thr.
and why do you keep listening to him?
SHEESH.

why dont you juz change me for maths?
how can you be sure tat place
does not affect me for the other subjects?
HOW SUPERR DUPERR SURE ARE YOU?

i know im SO not clever like some people WAY over thr.
but seriously, i need time to get used to things
and now u change my place juz wen i was used to it
now i hv to start all over again of getting used to it.
and you think this will help me.
RIIIIIGHT.

do you really think i wanted to go this class?
a class wer everybody is expected to be
SUPERR DUPERR PERFECT?
wer you cant even do one single mistake?
wer u cant live like every 14 yr old kid out thr?
wer everybody thinks of us as STUPID nerds
who do nothing but study all day?
yeah, tat class sound SUPERR 'wonderful'.

you know what?
compared to my class, a NT class sounds better.
maybe i should juz fail my exams and drop down to NT
sounds like a SUPERR brilliant idea? YES.
will i do it? NO.
why? because,
its juz a waste after all these years of hard work
yes, its true tat a NT class sounds better than express
but its juz not worth it.

now you know why.
and seriously, you cannot tell him anything
NEVER EVER TELL HIM ANYTHING
he can nvr keep a secret.
made the mistake once
vow nvr to make it again.
and bcuz of tat im going to miss soo many ppl


Qing Yang, my sayang!
Nisa, bestie-ku!
Jing Ying, my cheer-me-up buddy!
Charline, my forever-by-my-side friend!

Nicholas, kau tk payah sudah!

i hope they're happy
YOU GUYS HAPPY NOW?!
i know you are.
SUPERR DUPERR HAPPY.
you juz LOVE seeing us being sad.
well, guess what?
you're gonna SO regret it.
SO. REGRET. IT.
REGRET.

jz you wait.
juz. you. wait.
my turn will come.
juz. you. wait.

i was like one of the few ppl to change first
guess who i changed with?
Yusuf.
and nisa told me tat Qing Yang
was SUPERR sad and looked SUPERR bored wen i left
Qing Yang, my sayang, fyi,
i nvr meant to leave you.
i had no other choice
I AM SO GONNA MISS YOU SO MUCH!
and Nisa too!

i hope you do well at your place
and the ppl around you are good2 ppl
btw, congratz for the 37!
u are one very smart girl! :)

well, it has been finalised
no use crying over spilled milk
thrs nothing i can do to change it
except say this:

" This is so FUCKINGLY FUCKING STUPID.
I really FUCKING HOPE you guys are FUCKING happy.
Thank you FUCKING much for making my FUCKING day FUCKING wonderful. "