Thursday, December 31, 2009 @ 12/31/2009 10:05:00 PM
Caution, the following post contains vulgar words.
You were warned.
I am very angry today.
As soon as I woke up today, Abang gave me bad news.
The Sec 2s are not going to be involved in the CCA fair.
That means, I will not be at the NCDCC booth during the CCA fair.
Well, you must be thinking,
"Sofia now can go do her prefect duties what?
Why is she so angry about not being involved in the CCA fair?"
Well, you're FUCKING wrong!
I also got to know that I'm not selected to be a facilitator for the Sec 1s.
Oh gosh, what am I thinking?
Here I am hoping to get to facilitate Ain's class,
when I didn't even think that I wouldn't be selected to be a fucking facilitator at all.
I had set my hopes too high, Way too high.
I feel fucking stupid to believe that I could even be involved in the CCA fair.
And I bet you can guess who are some of the facilitators.
After seeing the list, I was so angry that I went back to sleep.
Then Nisa's call woke me up and she asked me to send her ques 30's answer from the comp.
But then she must have sensed my irritated-ness cause she said that I could send her later in the afternoon. Which I did.
Nisa Babe, I am so sorry, I just wasn't in the mood after what Abang told me earlier.
It's just that I thought I could play a part in making the CCA fair a success.
I thought wrong. Well, it's not the first time I thought wrong.
Then I went back to sleep. And woke up around 3pm+.
Went to Abang's room, switched on the TV and read my book.
Everything went okay for the rest of the afternoon.
I set my Messenger on Away because I didn't have the mood to chat.
So, the whole afternoon, I was reading while watching TV.
Then, I finally went to Facebook to do my usual routine.
Fortunately, none of the games were being gay today.
Yesterday, was quite okay as well. I guess, the connection is better now.
Then I went to Nisa's blog and discovered that Augustus was back.
And Nadd and Farhana had already gave their reply. And boy, were they angry.
So i thought what could have Augustus have said?
I scrolled down and guess what?
He swored to us and complained to nisa about us saying bad things bout him.
I could tolerate him wanting to be more than friends with nisa,
But swearing? Excuse me, but what give him the right to swear at us?
After I read what he wrote, I gave my reply. But yeah, typical me. It wasn't enough.
How would you feel if somebody you don't know tagged at your blog and says that he wants to be more than friends?
If you were a freaking whore, you will be freaking excited.
But excuse me? Nisa is not a whore and I bet she has higher standard thinking of boys.
You go to her blog and disguising yourself as Augustus?
Oh come on, even a baby can tell that you are lying.
I respect the fact that you are taking the first step in to getting closer to the girl you like.
*If that is your motive*
But not giving any form of contact and disguising yourself isn't really the correct way.
Plus, swearing to her friends? Totally a wrong move, dude.
So this guy made me even angrier. Though I didn't think that was possible.
Yeah, nice way to end 2009. Oh so suddenly, I don't look forward to 2010.
I see now why you guys don't like thinking about next year.
All this while, I would think that 2010 would be the best year, yet.
Though, I am having second thoughts.
/-EDIT 10.05pm
Just came back from eating out with family.
I had fun, cause it let me forget about why I actually felt angry.
I talked a lot to my parents about my career in education.
I am thinking of going JC. Until, Abang asked whether I wanted to be a CLT.
I remember what Istiana said about what Suhairi said.
I really don't know what path to take or what career should I go into.
/-EDIT 10.43pm
I have just finish chatting with somebody's mother.
LOL, kinda funny. I was frekaing scared at first when she replied that she's the mom.
But then she asked questions, and i answered.
And yeah, we were chatting next.
So, if you feel that your mum was chatting with me, you better be scared.
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA! I realised I'm in a better mood. ((:
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