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Tuesday, August 24, 2010 @ 8/24/2010 07:53:00 PM

Okay, this may not concern anybody who reads this blog. But yeah, I got nobody to turn to. So yeah, here we go.

Please, you can skip this whole post.

If you want to read, then be my guest.

Firstly, I have to say that I may not be in the most rightful position to say any of the things that I am going to say. But from my point of view, you just way too much. I may not know the whole story but really, he doesn't like you anymore. You have to move on with your life and do not keep interfering in his life. Well, it should have been you fault if he broke up with you. Then you should take this as a lesson and not repeat it. But not with the same guy. He had enough of you. He cannot stand you anymore. Please, you cannot just get back in his life after so many years of being away from him. I bet he found it hard to forget you but apparently he has. And so should you. If he really loves you, he would not be acting like this towards you. But you, apparently, do not notice his change in behaviour. And you keep thinking that things can go the way before, the way you want it, the way you liked. However, this is reality. You have to face the truth. And the truth is, he does not love you anymore. You just have to admit the truth and move on with your own life. If you still want to be close friends, I am totally fine with it. But if that means being close to him and not allowing him any freedom, that is way too much. You do not want to lose him like the last time. You are afraid that he would not even want to be your friend if you do not keep in contact. But, the fact is, you have already lost him long ago, when he broke up with you. And if you think being close with his family would give you a higher chance of getting him back. You are so dead wrong. Yeah, his mum may keep asking you to accompany him whenever his alone. But that does not mean he wants you to do it. Why don't you feel akward around him like he does around you? Don't you feel ashamed of being with someone whose heart you broke? Why don't you have that sense of guilt for breaking his heart? Yet, you want to be back with him. It only shows that you do not pay much attention to him. You only like the idea of being with him, or worst, you just wanted to be somebody's girlfriend because you just cannot stand being single. Really, you do not love him. So please, let him go.