There's always gonna be another mountain. I'm always gonna wanna make it move. Always gonna have an uphill battle. Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose. Ain't about how fast I get there. Ain't about what's waiting on the other side. It's


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My soulless, ranting heart.
Friday, February 04, 2011 @ 2/04/2011 04:35:00 PM
Okay, firstly, I am still using the iphone because Iwan is using mum's laptop. So, bear with me a little for me horrible typing. Thank you very much. Anyways, the point of me blogging is not to update on anything. Besides, it's too soon to update. It was just yesterday, mann. My life isn't that interesting anyway. So yeahh. Okay back to the point. I am bloggong because really, I am not that happy. I do not know with what. But I know I am just so not ... I don't know. I am not even sure if happy is the right word to use. But, oh well. A lot has been going on lately. And soon, I have a feeling it is going to be over. Or maybe not. Maybe this is a 16 thing, you know? Turning 16 is a huge step for somebody's life. Or maybe I am just paranoid. Or maybe it is the fact that I am turning 16 but I am still the same old me. Useless and unwanted me. God, yes I am paranoid. Or maybe not. Omggg, I don't know. I am just clinging to life as hard as I can to get through each and every possible day. For the impossible ones, well, let's just say I pray as hard as I can. God, I am praying for a good day on the 6th of February, please. And also on the 7th, for which my 16 year old body goes to school for the first time. Thank God that I have the long weekend to prepare for this. I really need time to think this through. About what? Frankly, I have no idea. Or maybe, I'll fall sick and do not need to go to school. That's a great idea, if your on MARS or 'O' Levels doesn't exist. Sheesh. Oh, I am hungry and I want to eat. Blog again tomorrow, that is if I can survive the rest of the day. Love you people. Spread peace and love because there is someone out there who needs it badly. ♥