There's always gonna be another mountain. I'm always gonna wanna make it move. Always gonna have an uphill battle. Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose. Ain't about how fast I get there. Ain't about what's waiting on the other side. It's


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Future-phobia.
Wednesday, June 15, 2011 @ 6/15/2011 09:50:00 PM

I should be doing my Malay homework.
But something is bugging me so much that I just have to stop. I have been thinking a lot. Specifically, about the future. You know, it seems I am the only teenager that is afraid of the future. No, I am absolutely terrified. With the instability of the economy nowadays and the rising cost of living practically anywhere live-able, how can people not be worried? That plus my lack to love and socialize, I do not think I can survive in this cruel world.

I wonder what Allah has in store for me?
I bet everybody wants to know what is their future like. And no, fortune-telling is fake. Okay, even if the fortune-teller can tell the future, why do you need to know your future beforehand? What's the point in living then. As tempting as it seems (not much :/), I rather live my life not knowing when I will die. Anyways, I caught myself daydreaming about my future and thought whether even half of it is even going to come true.

Let's list it down.
I just realised. I list down a lot of things. Is this a good habit? :/